| wow. i went back and read all of my old entries. so much has changed.
cherish these days of our youth, for they will soon dissapear.
it's such a terrible feeling. the nostalgia.
it's so incredibly painful.
I am stuck on this one thought. life is at a stand still. i can't elaborate any more. I just feel terrible. |
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| I am a terrible human being. |
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| the night comes to an end. tom waits blaring, alcohol fading, doobies
long gone, still laughing about that visit to white castle a little
while ago, in which some skank was bitching about the price of her
burgers. which was just pathetic. driving around a wealthy neighborhhod
screaming, and tearing up some poor saps yard.
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| what the fuck. fucking everyone cool is going into green house now. switch to gold now you bastards.
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| i put my life into danger last night for dinner.
let's start yesterday at oh...6 o clock, i had a hard day of work and I just wanted to sleep, so my first mistake that lead up to me nearly getting killed was i took 2 50mg sleep pills at 8 o clock or so. i then sit around and watch tv, waiting for them to kick in, it's aroun 9:30 when I realize I am incredibly hungry cause i had only eaten a snickers bar that day, so i desperatley search for a restaraunt that still serves dinner, i am told of a place called the fore n' aft, which is about 2 miles down the road from the marina, so having my judgement already knocked out by the sleeping pills, i ride down the highway in the middle of the night, pitch black, and occaisional traffic, and i am on the side of the road swerving aroud trying to ignore how hungry i was, but then i made it, after crash into a ditch a few times, i bought my piiza, went back to the marina, with a few more crashes, and nearly avoiding head on collisions with cars going a good 60 mph.
somebody lost a button |
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